Love, waiting, perhaps...?

One old saying....

"The Children of Adam are limbs of one one body
having been created of one essence.
When the calamity of time afflicates one limb
the other limbs cannot remain at rest.
If you have no sympathy for the troubles of others
you are not worthy to be called by the name 'man'."

As a man of religion, i am and always keep in mind a phrase
wrote in the Bible;-

"Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it does not easily angered,
it keep no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but
rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes and always perseveres."
1 Cor. 13:4-7

The phrase appeared to me when I faced a cross road
of a relationship which I was in a hopeless 'seat'.
The one kept deed inside me and non disclosure to any
living thing on earth shall know the secret.
It shall and will be known only Thou in heaven.

Only such tales of passion shall make tears out of sight,
tales of impossible two limbs become one.

Can the limbs inside be rest without other half?
Can the limbs bear by me find its other half?
Can be mercy shown by Thou ?

Hundred of thoughts but no answer
Thousand of possibilities but no certainty
Million of being but no soul match other half of me.

eddy - 24/4/2010 - 651pm

Wait...waiting...and waited

Our life involving many of wait. Wait for others, being wait by others, we waiting for many things, people and matters...and sometime something are waiting for us to do...My recent waiting is waiting for my papa for his dialysis and this waiting will take around 4 to 5 hours....is a long waiting and now become never ending and endless waiting because my papa ia required to do the dialysis 3 times everyweek. How recent....while writing this post, I am waiting for my papa lol...

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There are many of waiting in our life... During childhood, i was waiting for my favourite cartoon... my favourite foods (yeah and still my favourite till now), waiting the sunday mass to finish fast, waiting for my parents homes with present, foods and fun stuff... I have most of my waiting full of fun and enjoyable moment simply because i will wait for the thing s that i like....hehe

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And during my teenage period, my waiting was more to the waiting in school exmaple, waiting for result after exam, waiting to grow up and become adult, waiting to get out of the house and get my own life, waiting with friend doing nothing, waiting class to be finished, waiting and waiting and suddenly is like a lot of waiting.

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Then, my waiting during university time gave me a lot of anxious, happiness, sorrow, all the ups and lows... and has become one of my most nice waiting. The waiting during my teenager life but is more to waiting to become grow up and able to earn money for myself and my families. It is herewhen i wish my waiting can last long...it is the waiting to finish my last class in university... Ever now i wish that i still can go back to the waiting...waiting our last exam... waiting not to gruduate.

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The meaning of wait is an act of waiting for something. Can i said that this "wait" is a curse that will follows us everyway every moment we are... The curse keep following us and there is no other way to stop the curse. (if anyone know please inform me ya). So the curse continue cursing us till now and every second we taking breathe even... Then, the waiting of my working life now include the waiting for my client and sometime thier waiting for me, waiting the time to fly fast, waiting for 6pm to arrive (hehe) and now waiting for my papa...

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Then I was thinking that most of my coursemate was waiting in court room, waiting for the judges, waiting for the paper work to be done, waiting other people to approve their work, waiting and waiting and keep waiting...hai... Can we have a life without any waiting, or maybe just a day off from waiting???

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Lastly, why i posted this photo and what is the connection between this photo and my waiting.... I love to have my breakfast (now my favourite is McD's coffee) when i am driving to work d....

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I have this coffee just today when driving to work. To all reading my blog... happy waiting and have a cup of McD coffee wile waiting la... eddy 13042010

a cup of McD Coffee (RM3.55)(large)

premium roast arabica coffee...ummmmm.... nice

After 1/4 of my whole life living on earth

I was thinking why human celebrate birthday at first and who idea is to celebrate such event??? Then i google the meaning of birthday and guest what...

Birthday as the term implies, is the anniversary of the paticular day on which a person was born, which birthday are celebrated by many cultures, often with a party, and like such ceremony to celebrate a rite of passage. And in religious concept, birthday is to celebrate the birth of the God, Founders of the religion, saints and etc. For example, the celebrate of birth of Jesus on 25th December every year and many others.

So I do have my birthday celebrate on this day of every year and I feel warm everytime this moment has arrived because I can feel the loves, cares and the feeling of warm gentle hearted channel from all surrounded me...

This is 'To: Eddy' by my housemate one night before my birthday. Thay have planned a surprise that day by telling me that one of our friend want to stay with us for few days or maybe few weeks and this E.C (gal) was not happy with it. Thus, asked me to voice their "NO" to that friend and the whole night I was clueless of what to say and how to start the conversation. Then, SK asked me to go to my room to discuss about it...and suddenly the light off and (voice singing) happy birthday to you... happy bithday to you...... I was shocked eventhough I know they knew is my birthday, shocked because I did not expect they to plan so to surprise me d...

thanks to my lovely housemate (choc moouse cake)

A day before that, my family have celebrated my birthday and is same day with easter sunday... Usually my family did not make it a big celebrate because most of my birthday falls during the lent season or during the Holy week on or before the Good Friday... So we are suppose to have a quiet or low profile celebration d...get use of it already so sometime i do not think its important to celebrate birthday la... Sometime i hink that birthday is just a mork saying that you are older that yesterday.... but happy to be with my family as the old saying "home sweet home"...

....make a wish....

may my family bless with health and happiness always...Amen (choc cake)

On that day, I have another cake from my office and its a wonderful white cheese cake from Lavendar....

thanks to HHQ

Also, not to forget, I have received birthday cards and the most memorable card was from my best friend... JW...made by hand to me and much appreciate because as lawyer I understand that we do not have extra time to hand-made something... so thank you to her for such thoughful card...

Thats the reason i like birthday becasue the my heart touched by their warmest gentle passion. Happy 26th birthday to me la....

Eddy's birthday@Michealangelo Pavillion KL

Today was such a blast for me because my 26th birthday celebration. Firstly, the day started with a lot of office works then calls from clients, bankers and developers. Then there is my company lunch with all the staffs of Messrs Halim Hong & Quek (legal firm im working with). After that, around 430pm in the evening, they brought a cake for my birthday (which i will post tomorrow due to the photo is in another camera that i forgotten to bring it back home). Lastly, dinner appointment with 2 of my best friends la....so called best friends la, but keep me waiting for they arrival from 800pm to 830pm then finally only reach Pavillion KL around 930pm...

So we have our dinner/SUPPER (a bit angry...kidding thou) in this nice deli bar called Michealangelo's Deli Bar at Pavillion KL, Jalan Bukit Bintang (for those who did not know where is Pavillion KL la).

Then I have ordered Insalata Cesare (RM17.90) with Hot lemon Tea (RM9.00) and share Quttro Stagion (RM29.90) with friends as shown in the photo...

then sze yee ordered Creme di Funghi (RM12.90) with Cappuccino (RM9.00) and pink order Ice Chocolate (RM9.00) and Spaghetti alla Carbonara (RM29.90) with Tiramisu (RM17.90). Please note that we only managed take the photo of the tiramisu because all of us are so hungry and forgot to take the photo of the foods before "they" goes into our stomach....

Much thanks to sze yee for asking the waitress whether there is any special thing for the birthday boy or not...the gal is sze yee (with her new hair cut d... nice there sze) and the guy is pink la....

this photo was taken by using my Sony Ericsson C905 camera photo...(nice phone + camera)

photo of us with our free tequila la... thanks to the waitress and sze yee for asking it...

so the waitress give us 3 free tequila for my birthday... really nice of her... and also took photo for us and print it out on the spot just for us (i get to keep it la)...making us feel much appreciate with the service there....

tequila (finished)

little bit of interior looks of Michealangelo

I have a great time hanging out with them...just like the old days and miss some of our old friend which are not in Kuala Lumpur or was not informed by us about this dinner plan. What i can say for them is...next time lo friend. Good night and sweet dream mates. xoxo eddy 140am 07042010....